where one door closes..

Wow. Its really been a wee bit since I last posted, I guess a few things have taken place that I nor the people involved really ever expected things to happen or the out comes that took place to end the way they did. I will take a moment an break down a few events that took place since last post.

A fellow friend an some one I love dearly, well time for a while changed between us an a wall of hatred was built between us, an other around us. But there was a time where I was so wrapped up that "karma would get you" kinda phase that even though there where moments of jealousy or hate , I deep down loved an cared for this person, an when that long wanted an a waited karma took its place at the head dinner table. I was suddenly an un controllable sadden for them. Because I realized that for the first TRUE time I never wanted their heart to break, or for them to be sadden. An I pray to those of you! That if you pray, wish, or dream of karma to come to those you seek in revenge, that it never happens, for to see someone you onced love, broken an unsure of. Themselves is one of the worst emotional pains felt. that revenge is not worth any bodies pain, no matter how wrong they have wronged you. So to my dear sweet friend, I'M SORRRRRY. An I am truly sorry your heart hurts.


You know for now my sweet readers, go an take back any of those wrongful thought karmas, an truly just let go an forgive not only them, but yourself an there is no greater joy then that. An you will find that karma and the new joy you have can not compete.

I think this is where I feel I should leave off. Ill up date more later. I love you my sweet kittens !!