a ride worth doing again..

Alright kittens, so as I last stated that I would be moving back june 10, well...I actually moved back to Utah on March 19, I drove for three days by myself. I took all my "lifes plans" an layed them before me during this drive, an had rearrange "life". I suddenly was arriving to a home I was unsure of what was ahead. The thoughts of constant job hunting, an dating. Whoah, let me tell you, my first week here..it seemed like a date almost every day. But now that I've settled in abit I am not really into the whole dating since. I wanna wait for that one mr. Right.

Well on the whole note of "love" someone I love truly, friend an as a stranger (in many ways). We reconnected when I got back to utah, even before I moved back we would connect with txt, an emails, random phone calls. Even though I was miles an miles away from him, I love this person. What sad is as the more I put pieces together, come to find out I didn't know his real name, but this name he created for the person he was. And it didn't phase me, I knew that we all hide things from one another.

But here I am an I long for something that seems so far away. You know how they say u must love yourself first before you can love someone else. Well I call bull shit!! Bc I find that I as a person grow stronger an love life more fully when I am with someone. ..goodness..there is so much to this that I'd love to go into detail with, an I shall another day. Bc tomorrow is a day working interviews that I must perpare for.

World of business.
Mare