The time has come

So every year there is a time that comes around that i get so exicted for but it always seems to flop out, an what would that be... MY MOTHER FUCKEN BIRTHDAY BITCHES! and lately..i dunno life does suck now an again. but the clouds an their sliver lineings are starting to show through!

So iam going to be 22, and...have no plans, i guess since last year sucked an had a shitty boyfriend then that didnt do anything. I was hoping for this year to turn around. and i was going to plan something but i kinda feel that i shouldnt have to plan my birthday i guess? and now haveing to split my birthday with one of my friends an her boyfriends,....i kinda feel like i should cancell i guess. i dunno what to do.

any ideas??

on brighter news.... I AM MOVING BACK TO UTAH JUNE 10!!!

and cant wait to be with someone truly amazing... ;) and getting to be in my bestfriends wedding and she an her wonderful soon to be husband have offered me a place to stay!!! so i will be getting to live with the greatest ppl ever!!

well.. thats it for now

love

mare